Being
a trail leader on the Rim of Africa mountain passage is, every year,
an extraordinary experience for me and an amazing privilege.
It is a celebration of the incredible beauty of the mountains I love most, the Cederberg, and going south, the Kouebokkeveldberge, Skurweberge, Witzenberge ... It is a chance to get fabulously dirty and stay that way for days on end. It is an embracing of the intense, tight-skinned, tingling warmth of emerging from high mountain rock pools, of cold, black, star-filled nights and warm, blue days. It is a chance to settle into a natural, clock-less rhythm measured only by sunrises, sunsets and star tracks, by passes on the skyline in front of us that become passes behind us, by valleys navigated, rivers crossed. It is a chance not only to experience all this for myself, but to share it, intensely, with others, others whose hearts are also set on fire by being there. And it is a chance for silence.
It is a celebration of the incredible beauty of the mountains I love most, the Cederberg, and going south, the Kouebokkeveldberge, Skurweberge, Witzenberge ... It is a chance to get fabulously dirty and stay that way for days on end. It is an embracing of the intense, tight-skinned, tingling warmth of emerging from high mountain rock pools, of cold, black, star-filled nights and warm, blue days. It is a chance to settle into a natural, clock-less rhythm measured only by sunrises, sunsets and star tracks, by passes on the skyline in front of us that become passes behind us, by valleys navigated, rivers crossed. It is a chance not only to experience all this for myself, but to share it, intensely, with others, others whose hearts are also set on fire by being there. And it is a chance for silence.
Each
day on trail we walk for a part of it together in silence. In the
feedback we get from walkers, this is one of their most valuable and
treasured aspects of the trail. Ours is a world that is starved of
silence, and it shows. The Rim of Africa is one source of nourishment
to satisfy that starvation.
As
trail leaders we start these silences, usually with a piece of
poetry. And we end them a few hours later with another. This year I
led the group into the start at Pakhuis Pass, for some the beginning
of a 26 day walk southwards, into that wide landscape of scattered
rock. As we walked along the winding donkey track which anticipates
the beauty of what I know lies ahead on the journey, a spark of
mountain inspiration was lit within me. And as I walked, that spark
became a poem, scribbled into my red moleskine book while walking
through that magical land. And when the silence was ready to end, my
poem too, was ready.
During
each silence that I led in the days that followed, I wrote a poem as
I walked, and read it to the group to end.
For
the next few days on my blog, I will post these poems that I wrote in
the silent times. But first there is the start.
It
has become a Rim of Africa tradition that the walkers are led into
their journey and their first silence of the trail, with part of a
poem that I wrote several years ago for my godson, Matthew. On the
2nd of October this year, 15 of us gathered a little way up the
donkey track. We filled our water at the little stream that crosses
it there. I held Ivan's trusty staff in my hand, newly tied with 15
pieces of red cord, binding each of our hopes and intentions into a
shared journey. I remembered the time a few years back when we almost
lost the staff, crossing the Olifants River. Ivan leapt into the
water in his clothes to retrieve it as it disappeared down a rapid.
It was precious to him, far more precious than keeping dry. Now I
hold it proudly and I voice these lines into the stillness once
again:
I
don't know what weight and depth and solidity the earth,
the
soil, the rocks, the mountains,
will
impart on you.
I
know only that they will.
I
don't know what flow and movement and shape the waters,
oozing
from the earth, bubbling in streams, tumbling from waterfalls
and
crashing on the shore,
will
share with you.
I
know only that they will.
I
don't know what songs of airy flight the winds,
sometimes
howling, sometimes whispering gently,
will
inspire in you.
I
know only that they will.
I
don't know what higher thoughts and frequencies and visions
the
sun's yellow heat will burn into you,
and
by its absence in the night,
let
smoulder in your darkness.
I
know only that it will.
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